I write this entry because I've been in this scenario twice now and honestly - I don't know how I feel about it!
So I have plans to go out with male friend/s, everything goes well. We are having a great time behaving like utter lunatics whilst under alot of influence. As men are natural protectors (or atleast they allow us to believe), I can drink to a certain extent without any fear because I will be taken home and tucked into bed if the worst ever happens.
BUT HANG ON A SECOND - No wait!!!!! In the midst of everything, he says "I feel really bad to leave you but *insert whore's name here* wants to come over at mine, I really dont know what to do" As pissed off as I am deep within, I stay composed and assure him I will be alright, he should go and have fun. Afterall, it isn't as if he will get 'any' from me.
TWICE, goddamit... this has happened twice. I dont know how to feel, insulted? degraded? let down? unworthy?
Honestly, I feel rather insulted but that could be myself being overdramatic. I don't think I can rely on people like that.
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